When I'm feeling my worse and on the edge . I feel so guilty! Like I come from a middle class background, my father was in the picture (but a predator) and so was my mother. I never had to worry about food or shelter.

And I live in the USA, though it has its many problems, it's one of the richest countries in the world.

I did have friends before my self isolation made them drift away.

I could go on.....etc

What's wrong with me? The only reason I'm still here today, is because I don't think I have a RIGHT to be so suicidal? Like their people going thru WAY worse than me. Buy I still feel like this? Makes no sense.

Anyone else?