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Originally Posted by unaluna
Why dont you see someone else? The "thing" is not with her in particular - you should be able to work it out with someone else. I know youve been thru t1, t2, t3, but this is not baseball; its not three strikes youre out. What is stopping you from seeing someone else?
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I guess I'm scared of getting attached and hurt again. Also, my experience with T3s changed me for the worse and gave me additional issues. They said that it was all part of my problem why the therapy wasn't helping and consequently, I started blaming myself for their errors as well as my own and this followed me outside therapy into my everyday life. They also told me I could phone in between sessions if I was struggling, then suddenly told me not anymore as if I was a kid getting grounded by mom and dad, and then said but you
could ring knowing full well I would never dare to again after they criticized me for it in front of a whole therapeutic group. So I guess you could say I am scared of getting into harmful therapy again where my mental health deteriorates (which it did) and I also end up coming out of it badly hurt.
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Originally Posted by unaluna
Eta - i just read your post in the attachment thread. I guess that kinda answers it. Sounds like you dont want to blame your parents, but it also sounds like they werent attuned to you? Like youre just drifting now.
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Right, I don't want to blame my parents because there is nothing I could possibly blame them
for. I wasn't abused or neglected in any way so there really is no need for me to attach so much to Ts, but yet it's there.