Funny thing is the only non i have in my life is my partner. Sometimes I wonder how I ended up with her when I struggle to understand "normal" and most of my friends all have similar issues to me. She's opened up a whole world that I'm not familiar with and I think I'm curious to see if It's possible to live a normal life. Sometimes it doesn't work so well as I compare myself too much to her. Maybe I was meant to meet her for a reason. The hardest thing about it is meeting her "normal" friends and family!!

I get what you mean about finding nons boring, normally I would end up with someone like me. I dunno maybe my ex scared me a bit too much. Maybe I don't want to be like my mum. I'm not sure if my sexuality plays into any of it.

I would like to think we can recover from personality disorders.

Just having a read through your posts, haven't been on very much recently.

Don't apologise for being a mess it's not like you can help it.

I'm probably waffling a bit right now, I've had my night time meds xx

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