Hi Hopeofreedom you absolutely have a right to feel this way and you also have a right to help yourself to not feel this way.

You can't compare yourself to others because your pain is your own. If you broke your arm would it stop hurting if you found out someone else had a broken arm and a broken leg?

The pain you feel is yours and it is yours to own and yours to get help for. Hope you feel better soon.

{{{{Hopeofreedom}}}}