thanks everyone...i know its two months...however i thought i should let pc know now...i dont know for some reason or other i guess....and its definitly happening....after months and months of frusteration we have decided to at least take a break...a very long one...we dont know the future but we do know we rushed into things which caused so much...drama....so i dont know why i let everyone know so early....thats just who i am....i wear my heart on my sleeve....and when something so important is happening i cant keep it a secert from pc...because i keep so many secerts in real life.....i need an outlet i guess...thank you all for reading and responding....hopefully i will be allowed to attend a college so then i dont have to worry to much about living with my parents and still getting some school in...but i dont think they will like that idea....oh well we will see what the future holds