Well now I am worried I might be carrying the new guy's child. I've felt bloated, had a sore stomach and felt a bit sick yesterday which are all signs of being pregnant. Also I had a lot of wind. I am going to buy a test today which should tell me if I am pregnant or not. My period is due about Thursday so it should work as you can get one that works 5 days before.

I sincerely hope I am wrong about this but I never feel sick so I am worried. Also I have less cravings for sugary foods which makes me think I might be pregnant. I have told the new guy about it and he hasn't said much to me at all about it in fact he didn't text me last night and he always does. I texted him and he said he was tired. That is not a good sign. I might have to bring a baby up on my own. I would not have an abortion. I told him as much and he is not saying anything.

I am hoping I am not pregnant. But will do it on my own if I have to.