yesterday got convinced my sister was in the room with me

very fritening, and actually awakened a lot of bad family memories

not sure how i'm feeling today

i'm alive, i guess. it's not a good thing, not a bad thing either, i'm just alive

had a bit of a lol moment this morning.. in the bathroom, and without thinking what i was doing (or actually realising their was something on top of the toilet), moved my hand to get something- and bam. the entire roll of toilet roll fell in to the toilet. all of it

at the time i was just shocked and actually quite upset (strange thing to get upset about, i know). but now i think.. lol, what the hell. we've all knocked stuff in to the toilet i'm sure. hehehe