Hi guiltier

I'm sorry you're still finding things tough
Just remember though sometimes "small" accomplishments are, in reality, big accomplishments!!
You've got to know that sometimes "just" getting out of bed........."just" brushing your teeth............feels like it's far from a "small" task!! So give yourself the true credit you deserve, hey??!!
Including credit for posting on here

So..........one hour at a time........and hoping today starts going a bit better for you............

And just got to add........I have never, ever seen you as a failure
You've just been doing what you can to get through some real tough circumstances, and your strength in that has been incredible............so try to keep on sharing with us, and if we can help with those in any way................

Alison