Ugh. I have never been in extended therapy...and have thus never been diagnosed with anything. I study psychology, though, and I was rather afraid to stumble upon the fact that I may have BPD. Not only would it sum up most of my other "issues" (eating disorder, depression, anxiety...) but it would also explain my social behavior. Throughout my life I have always wondered what makes me so much more dependent on people. Like at every single second of my life there is at least one person (the "chosen" person for that period of my life) that I absolutely cannot live without. People know I'm "clingy"...and I know I am as well. I try so hard to not let these little things bother me but they drive me crazy! (as much as I hate using that word...it fits for me right now.) Last night I had a huge issue...that I suppose is now leading to a very huge fight with my best friend. I cannot live without him...I don't know how to do this. that's initially what brought my BPD suspicions to light...I need help dealing with this but I feel so alone