I am definitely unraveling now. It's all coming apart, I don't know how far this is going to go. I left work early today because I just couldn't deal with anything anymore. And when I get home sobbing to my boyfriend, it finally happened. When he was holding me, he ran his hand over my bare shoulder and and asked what happened. The last thing I ever wanted was for him to even see any of those. And yet, all I can think of is waiting for him to leave for work tomorrow do I can do more. I am the most pathetic ever.

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