I'm really regretting my reaction to my mom going through my stuff. She was trying to organize it, but I am way too old for that. I am living with her only because I cannot afford to get out. I used to live on my own. She started name calling, saying I'm so disorganized that I'll never be able to make it on my own. I flipped out and admit my reaction was out of line, but she pretty much hates me now. When things get me angry, I am a loose cannon lately, but she tends to trigger me. She has always been a loose cannon though. I feel bad, but when I apologize, she won't believe me. Almost got kicked out. I really do feel sorry, although I cannot stand when she calls me names. Just had to vent.....hopefully she'll accept my apology at a later time. I'm still feeling mixed emotions.....both anger and remorse. I think my Bipolar makes me super agitated lately, so I can't deal with things in the right way. I don't want to make excuses though.