I don't want this I want it all to go away . I really don't want this. I want it to stop. I don't want any of it ,I don't want any alters, I don't want any thing, I don't want any one, I don't want any self. I don't want any of it. I want it to go. away. I want it to go away. it needs to go away. it needs to go. away. it needs to ggo. away. I want it to GO AWAY. it needs to GO AWAY.. IT NEEDS TO GO AWAY. I NEED IT TO STOP