I read this article last night about how wanting a hug from T is best talked about rather then just gotten or something like that. About its better to explore what we feel the hug would mean and just how much it could actually help in the long term. or something like that.

My pain inside reading this really has gotten triggered...I know my T would never hug coz she's analytical and maybe the truth is it would be better to talk about the feelings and put them where they belong. BUT I DON'T WANT A TALK SOLUTION! I want to be loved in the most obvious ways...and even if I ever said this to T, I can see her smiling and then "talking" about it, then I feel rage and want to jump all over her.

I am fed up with it always being about what we never got"! bollocks! I dont want to talk about it because it hurts! bollocks AGAIN and even BIGGER BOLLOCKS