I am very depressed. It's been four weeks since my friend died. I am depressed I don't think it is grief.
I go back to bed every morning and sleep until afternoon. I don't answer when my friends call. I can't seem to call my therapist and set up an appointment. Just sit in a chair and stare out the window. Can't eat. Having some very bad thoughts that I haven't had in a long time. Not good I am scared. Don't know what to do. I should have written this before this but I didn't because it seemed too hard.