Mouse, is the article on the Internet? If so, I'd be really interesting in seeing it.

One time I passed T a note in session (didn't you know we are in junior high school, lol) about how I wished for him to hug me. Of course I wanted him to jump up after reading the note and say, "Ohhhh, duhhh I should have known this all along," and then move in for a big one. Of course that didn't happen. And of course we barely processed it because I was embarrassed as hell. However, he did say to me, "Do you think that I didn't already know this?" And I'm thinking, "Great-- you know, I know... now get over here and hold me." It's absolutely horrible, I know... To just sit there and look at him all smiley when I'm the one dying... he doesn't need a %#@&#! hug... It hurts big time. And I don't wanna sit there and talk about what it means to hug, why we can't hug, blah, blah, blah.