I am sorry you are struggling. I don't pretend to understand as I have never been suicidal but I had hardships in life. Having a child always made a difference in a sense of being responsible for someone else. I recall when I was very sick and had cancer scare, my daughter was 10 and I had very clear thought that I cannot leave her motherless but if j must die I need to live 12 more years to make sure she graduated high school and college and then she at least be able to handle it better. I remember it very clearly that nothing else mattered but to make sure I don't leave my daughter motherless.

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