I found out in a email that a group that I ordered some info about psychiatric abuses from is really the church of scientology. Some religions really freak me out and that one is probably somewhere at the top of the freak out list. Sorry if this is your religion but they do freak me out. Don't feel alone though several others freak me out too.

Now I guess the church of scientology has my name and address and email. Hope they have my old phone number and not the new one, I cant remember. Already took a Xanax. I knew something seemed weird when they called me to ask about the videos they sent several years ago but I would have never guessed this. Not sure how to process this, just freaking out about it.