I used to have a good life. And I didn’t even realise it. I had a long term relationship, we had a house together and pets. I had a good job complete with the opportunity of getting qualified. I had money.

Now I’m single, I had to move back home with my parents, I couldn’t keep up with my studies and ended up leaving my job. My savings have run out and I’m at my overdraft limit.

And it’s all my fault. I messed up my life. I could have made changes but I ignored what everyone was saying to me and did it my way.

I’ve always kinda of known this but I think I have been in such a fog for so long it didn’t really sink in properly. I’m out of that fog now and can see things clearly. And it sucks. I don’t even know where to begin to try and pick up the pieces of my life. It seems unachievable.