Went to DBT group, individual therapy and my psych appointment, long day whew. Idk if my psychiatrist believes all my symptoms or not, I told her how I believe we're living in the Matrix and everything is a computer simulation and we don't have free will because something or someone is controlling us, I believe this to be true no matter the fact that I know it is distorted thinking, no facts and no one has been able to talk me out of it, it pretty much controls my life at the moment, I don't even think my cat is real or that I'm real. I also.told her about my hallucinations, amd the fact that for 3 days I was convinced the police were after me after a couple of vivid dreams of me going to jail. So we upped my dose of Geodon to 120mg, 40mg in the morning and 80mg at night. Went over to my Dads for dinner, had pizza. And I still haven't received my new insurance card in the mail yet, but did recive a letter stating they the social security administration is reducing my SSI payments in September because I didnt recive a payment on the 1st of July, wtf, more government BS, sigh...