Idk if my psychiatrist believes all my symptoms or not, I told her how I believe we're living in the Matrix and everything is a computer simulation and we don't have free will because something or someone is controlling us, I believe this to be true no matter the fact that I know it is distorted thinking, no facts and no one has been able to talk me out of it, it pretty much controls my life at the moment, I don't even think my cat is real or that I'm real. I also.told her about my hallucinations, amd the fact that for 3 days I was convinced the police were after me after a couple of vivid dreams of me going to jail. Also told her about taking up to 4 showers a day, I can't help myself, I think if I don't shower that my body will over heat and my skin will burn off. I think I might have confused her a lot today, I was kind of rambling and it was hard for me to articulate what I was saying, kind of disorganized in my thinking and speaking, even stuttered a bit too. Like I said idk if she believes me, and I'm too scared to ask because I'm afraid of the answer I may get...