Well mega...there is a lot going on I can see. I can understand how confusing it all can be too. Unfortunately, I'm getting ready to leave on a long flight back home right now and I don't have time to post much of anything useful. I just wanted you to know I read your post and will think about things and try to get back to you within a couple days. I hope that's ok with you.

In the meantiime....try not to overthing things too much. Just let things go at a natural flow and see where it takes all of you.

I wish you well!

Hugsss
sabby