Bad for society for sure, but I don't care much for society that sees me as nothing but beast of burden to be used and abused yet expect me to keep on smiling, working, taking lousy rewards.

However I made a goal to build myself financially and afford my own little world and hobbies to occupy my time til death. Maybe to toughen up is not without merits?

I'm 26, been on rebellious decline for years living with hate, fear, anxiety and dissatisfaction in my mind to society and people and how they treat me. All those years accomplished nothing, society never cared and not waiting for me to rot away. "So why hide? Everybody wants me to die anyway and piss on my grave." - this statement maybe controversial and foolish to some but I find inspiration in it, because its mostly true with my life. Maybe I'm too old to start fresh but I have nothing else to do that is productive for me.

For the people that I used to be, maybe "sticks and stones" need a revival? Because it can sure allow them to buy source of happiness with own effort.