Thanks so much, you're very kind. Yes it's exactly that, I can't stand being alone with my thoughts, which is why I try to keep so busy. I'm not sure I can keep it up in the long term, especially since I don't sleep well.

Hugs!



You do more on your bad than I do on my good day. Lol!

Your allot like the comedian Joan Rivers, she like to stay as busy as she could because her thoughts made her depressed. (Maybe not the best example! But your not alone!)

I also feel more depressed when I'm surrounded by a crowd. I read it has something to do with the feeling of unconnectedness .

The fact you feel that way means you have a deep soul. <span class="emoji-outer emoji-sizer"><span class="emoji-inner" style="background: url(chrome-extension://immhpnclomdloikkpcefncmfgjbkojmh/emoji-data/sheet_apple_64.png);background-position:50% 2.5%;background-size:4100%" title="sparkling_heart"></span></span> Which mean negativity and low emotions affect you more.

Are you close to your family?

P.s. I loved the way you described your coworker<span class="emoji-outer emoji-sizer"><span class="emoji-inner" style="background: url(chrome-extension://immhpnclomdloikkpcefncmfgjbkojmh/emoji-data/sheet_apple_64.png);background-position:65% 67.5%;background-size:4100%" title="heart_eyes"></span></span>[/QUOTE]