Hello HalloweenSkye: Well... for the Skeezyks it simply is too late. In fact it's been too late for years. I also lived in that fog you mentioned... for decades really. Looking back, I just don't know where my brain was... Mulling over my past takes my breath away. Now I'm just quietly waiting for the end to arrive.

I hope you find that way to pick up the pieces... Avoid thinking about the totality of it all. Just try to come up with one small thing you can do. Do that. And then do another one... and so forth... In that way, I believe you can find the way to begin again... The fact that you're at least considering the possibility is a good sign!