Well apparently this week is not a good one for my anxiety. Depression is taking a slight back seat and I'm kind of grateful because I'd probably be crying on the floor of my office bathroom.

I hate this job. It is unfulfilling. I don't interact with people and have neither the time nor energy to. The fact that I absolutely have to is driving me close to insanity with irritation and fear. My stomach is so uneasy that I feel nauseous and I'm starting to get dizzy. I want to quit. I want to run far away. I'm looking for other opportunities but they aren't happening quickly enough. Looks like I'm headed for nervous breakdown #3 within the span of a single year. I want nothing to do with anything at all right now.