A lot of things have happened recently to my family and a few of my friends. I've always been the one who holds it together and helps everyone else out through it. The weight on my shoulders has to do with my PTSD, depression, anxiety etc. and never letting anyone know how bad it has gotten. I don't talk about it if I can help it but there are times I need to. I get a lot of "Don't talk like that" and "I don't have time for this" when I try to get it out. My fiance doesn't do that but he worries about me so much that I don't like giving him something else to worry about.