Quote: Will I out live my usefulness and that will be the end or will they actually stick around?

We'll never know until that day comes (though I'm sure my husband would and you are engaged because you and your fiance rely on/trust each other). That's our anxiety talking. We hate things we can't control. You've been beaten up by life and know that the challenges aren't over. It is hard to accept the way things are sometimes. It's hard to be unable to control the things to come. Some of them are **** scary! Myst