ok, i have been very depressed the last few weeks. If' you read my posts you know why...
But today I am taking my life back from the darkness. I am still processing everything, but I'm going to make the effort to choose the positive. Yes, I will miss my son, but I always wanted another daughter. No, my family won't ever be the same; but we'll be okay and have a new, stronger,more loving family.
Yes, sometimes I get knocked down hard and lose my way; but I get back up and somehow find my way out of the darkness with help from wise friends on this forum.
Will I get lost again? probably, but maybe I won't get as lost and be able to reach out sooner.
Thanks for listening and reaching back to me.