Actually you know what? I feel really bad posting this and it caused lots of anxiety. I mean, I posted this on many other forums that I'm active in but... It's just so confusing because the stuff relating to my parents at least was NOT all bad by ANY means. In fact they were and still are VERY great parents in like all the ways that count. Some feel rather guilt sharing this. Please don't judge my parents. I love them. And they love me. I truly do not think thy meant a lot of the things they did as abuse and rather it was my perception. Just needed to share that.