Stupid sui thoughts keep getting more intense and more frequent. I need to vent...

@octobersblackrose:
I think psychiatrists tend to believe you when you say those sorts of things. They know that hallucinations and delusions appear very real to us.

Why do you think she doesn't believe you? Was it her facial reaction? Sometimes my pdoc keeps a straight face and I can never tell what he's thinking. So I know what you mean