I've been with this therapist since january she has seen me in a deep depression, but I havent been manic in over two years. I was dx at 13, and at this point I know there is something wrong with me and I probably need something to keep me stable and sleeping.

Her theory is I dropped some acid.

My first episode at 13 everyone thought I had taken some acid or something. I would not rule out this maybe somebody drugged me at that time. All I remember is that night at the park something clicked in my head and I would never be the same.

Mood wise, I almost never have any mood swings. I'm usually pretty even keel and even my grandma has told she has never seen me get seriously mad or lash out. I get depressed but I would call the state more of just feeling a little down. Almost every mania Ive ever had was brought on by drug use. This is why if I stay away from that there is no reason I should ever relapse in my opinion.

It's just frustarating to hear that she doesn't know what I might have after about 6 months with her. It's nice to talk to someone every 2 weeks who generally holds interest in you, but after goug to therapy for over 13 years Idt its ever significantly impacted me.

So basically she seems to think theres pretty much nothing wrong with me idk. What should I make of this?

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