Thanks I know I have time to fix this..and I have to do it bit by bit. But I don't even know where to start. I just feel overwhelmed and hopeless. It's weird. I'm used to feeling overwhelmed, hopeless, helpless etc when I am really depressed and suicidal. Right now I wouldn't say I was particularly depressed but I'm getting those same feelings anyway, just because of how my life has turned out. I'm happier but still can't handle it.