My own sister threw me under the bus.

I have spent years confiding in her. She is an experimental psychologist, but she listened like a clinical psychologist.

She just blamed me for being overly demanding of my husband, giving him an impossible requirement to fulfill. She said 'any other man would have left you', making him out to be a victim and a saint from my abuse.

I can't believe she sees it that way. I was never impossibly demanding! He has been doing physical things/not doing, that was impossibly strange and frustrating. I can't believe she doesn't recognize that.

Now she has me wondering if I am crazy and it is all my fault. This is the saddest case of frustration.

I'm glad I told her my POV and defended myself, but I am shocked she took his side.

Worst case scenario and I am an overly controlling, impossible, shrew- he sends me to level 10 of hysteria and depression. So call me the bad guy if you want, I know I have to get myself out of it. I care about myself enough to get myself out of this. I know what is in my heart and what words have come from my lips. Misunderstand and judge me all you want anybody.

This isn't the first lifetime I have been falsely judged!