Hello Lovely Chantel.
I think when there is a we involved it can be very hard to see
how absolutely devastating the whole is because
we each only see our own little bit.

But I read your whole
and I see how absolutely awful it was nearly
all of the time
with only a little bit
of normal thrown in
to trick you into thinking
"It wasn't that bad."

If only I could see my own whole
maybe I would know
my own devastation
too.