I been gettin mad and sad. I wanna go back in time and make all the wrong things right. Then i wont be all messed up. Then i can have a regular life and be a regular person. Its hard livin in the real world. I wanna live in the pretend one where i can go back in time and make it ok. I know i cant go back in time. I know life aint fair.

I know im safe and ok now. I know to how im a kid livin in a adult. Its true and i dont like it. Them other ones in here with me they say its ok and i can do stuff cuz im safe. I know im lucky cuz i got some lady who say she would take me to play ski ball. I dont want no ski ball. That makkes me mad to. Its like wow i got a bad life that made me like this but here have some tickets to get a stupid eraser. Then i think how ungreatful i am. Thats bad to do.

Its hard bein a kid in a adult. What do i do with this? I cant live this life it aint mine. Then them others with me they say it is to my life. I didnt grow up. I didnt have no kids. I didnt do none of this. But im here. It aint fair. Life aint fair. I wanna quit bein ungreatful and bad so i come here to let it out.

Thx