...who needs enemies?

I'm proud of myself that I didn't tell off my so-called friend. Instead, I'm venting here. People can be such shyts.

Very long history of on/off with this life long friend. This is another very difficult person that I am able to manage a relationship with.

She called to see me tonight, knowing she says she has no money, I usually pay for her, knowing she owes me $200 that I loaned her and she hasn't paid back. I told her about the state I am in at this moment and asked if she'd help me, and she said if I drove to her town 45 minutes away, she'd take me to her walk in clinic. She also got in a couple of barbs just to be obnoxious.

Some friend.

There's nothing the hospital will do for me. I am just having a horribly bad time dealing with these emotions. I'm not in need of emergent care.