Hello mochabean,
You're fine posting this here. We don't have a whole lot of traffic in this forum and can be a little bit flexible.
May I ask how old you are? Are you still living with your parents? I'm also curious about what your life has been like growing up. We don't do anything for no reason. Even if you don't have the disorders that you have gone to treatment for, you must have needed something. To a lot of therapists, diagnosis doesn't mean that much. They work to help you overcome your symptoms and get more out of life. You may have benefitted from therapy in those ways no matter what disorder you presented. If you are still in therapy, what would it take for you to tell your therapist about this symptom (lying, or storytelling, as you prefer). My guess is that you haven't fooled them as much as you think you have, but they will tend to wait for you to fess up. They probably have a lot of insight into why you do it, or at least can help you to find those answers.
Rap
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