I went to see my son today to take him to the therapist. The therapist cancled. So I took my 33 year old son food shopping. While sitting in the car talking my son told me he didn't love me. He also said he didn't believe I loved him. He told me I help him out of obligation. I told my 33 year old son that I have no obligation to him. That I help him out of love for him. I told him I am going to start looking out for my mental health now. I told him that what he said was hurtful. He didn't care. He was very matter of fact. He has told me this in the past but today was enough. I will help him within my ability as long as it isn't going to break me down emotionally and mentally. I feel numb right now. I cried when he told me but you can't make someone love you when they don't. I will move within the next two years and get on with my life. I can't do anymore for him. I'm drained.