i realise now that i'm older, i do and did need my mother and didn't know how much. The day i felt so bad was when she was bedridden after a fall and broken ankle. I gave her a big hug while she was in bed and told her i loved her. Time has passed and i will never forget the feeling of hopelessness on that day. She is healing but it's been 1 year and she is a bit better. thank God and pray for her please. Oh i forgot to mention my dad had knee operations done and is healiing well too.