Hi,

On Monday I was finally diagnosed with bipolar. After years of depression and feeling so out of control sometimes it is a relief to finally know what has been going on. I have lost relationships and opportunities because of this. I am really hoping that the medication will be able to stabilize my moods and I can start to rebuild those things that I have destroyed over the years.

What I need to face now are the stigmas that go along with mental illness. I have already had some interesting conversations with my family. My mom just doesn't get it. She was like, "but you're so smart, how can you be bipolar." I tried the explain it has nothing to do with ones intelligence but it's an illness in the brain. She just doesn't understand. I am sure that I will run into more attitudes and misinformation like that.

I would greatly appreciate to hear from you and your words of wisdom as I begin this new journey in my life. From what I have read so far this forum has so many caring and encouraging people. I could use some encouraging words about now.

Thanks,
colleen