Ah... But I can't take the freakin things in the first place....

Why can't I "just" be quiet.. I've never "fitted in"

Never have

Never will

Papa bear loves me, that "unloveable" bear even her own parents rejected,...

I can't be "normal"

It's not possible

I'm sorry, I'm just so tired of the brick walls hitting me almost everywhere I turn.

The longer I live, the more I realise how profoundly "sub optimal" the parental units were...

So tired of this feeling of bafflement and overwhelm. No idea how I've survived this long

(This is not about anyone on PC)