My wife missed the appointment because she locked herself out of the house.
I told my pdoc about the cutting and had to show him. He asked if I needed to go inpatient sooner. I told him no I could wait until this second opinion thing comes through. I am stopping my Abilify and Xanax. Starting Mirapex and Klonopin. He wants to see me again in a week.

He asked how much my wife knows and I told him it much that I hide it from her. He asked how I am able to do that and I just said I have a lot of practice at it.

He also asked if I thought I could still work.