No matter how healthy I eat I can't lose weight. I exercise three times a week and eat right. Correct small portions and everything. My doctor tells me that I need to lose weight because I am at risk for diabetes. He said cut your serving portions in half. So I cut them in half again. Still no weight loss just gain. He says that I am cheating. I'm not. I kept a food diary and he thinks I left stuff out. I %$#ing give up. I eat so little that I might as well not be eating anything. I told him I struggled with anorexia in my teens. I just give up. All my docs are saying lose weigh lose weight. Why don't they just come out and say you are fat, go where we can't see you. Fine. He wants me to cut the portions again. I guess I am only going to eat a container of yogurt a day. And since I don't sleep at night and the YMCA is open 24-7, I will exercise all night. They want me thin well now they are going to get it.
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