Thank you for that.

It is so hard. I was so good at work, always, till I got sick and I've never been the same.

I do think I can get a lot better not working. I don't even want to think about it for at least 6 months and then maybe can ease into it again. I really though want to have a full year with no episodes at all (big ones I mean. I cycle frequently and generally speaking have not went more than a few months without one since I got sick sick.

Yes, the waiting is hard. It has been about 3 weeks. Glad to hear your wait was 11 weeks. My therapist said it will go quickly and not to worry.

Thank you for wishing me peace tonight. The same to you and thanks.