Hang in there. I know how hard it can be. I am only mildly depressed which for me is progress. Meds, therapy, ALANON and several things I don't remember have helped somewhat. The meds are the most helpful to me but they only get me to the mildly depressed level and there are side effects. I have gained a lot of weight, my libido is weak, and now I am tired apathetic a lot.

You need to do what works for you. Be gentle with yourself. Just do whatever you think is the next right thing.