
Hello everyone. I have, kinda been in a relationship lately. We are still just friends or best friends, but she had said she wants to be with me, just isn't ready for an actual relationship. We've been talking for about 6 month now, going to be exactly 6 month on the 4th of this month, we started talking in April 4th and I celebrate it with her. We get along great. But my problem is, earlier today, I sent her 25$ to support her, and help her get some cash because some one took money from her debit card and she had to cancel it. We were having a good conversation until she decided to be smart about something small. I told her i didn't appreciate it and how i felt about that. She got mad and said she needed a break. I let her cool off, then cheered her up, but now she started to act weird. (this isn't the first time) I was scared to death that she might be done with me. I tell myself and realize how much I feel about her, and I think i love her. (I haven't told her yet) We also talked about sex and what not, it lead to me telling her, I want her to be my only sex partner, and she tells me that I should not be selfish and let her be free and maybe have sex with another man occasionally, is that ok? Should I allow that? I mean i know the boundaries and i can't say anything now, but she wants me to take her virginity, and us to be in a relationship later on down the road, I don't want to even THINK about her ever touching another man in bed. Is that wrong? Or am I just selfish? What should I do?