divaliscious it may have sounded trite to you, part of my problem MY problem is that I have been criticised and put down all my life and I initially took gtr players posting as insensitive. I realise there are people worse off than me, that doesn't mean I don't hurt too, we all have our own opinions, I was having an extremely bad day as I said in my apology, that was My issue and I explained that to gtrplayer - my apology was sincere, your post has upset me, so that makes you in my opinion insensitive. I also pmed gtr player and explained why I reacted like that, i THOUGHT this matter was over.
I do try and focus on my gifts and try to pick out the good things and not dwell, but if everyone could do that there would be no need for sites like this. Please don't say I need to be censored, I also post a lot of positive helpful things on this site too, this was a one off. I suppose you have never done anything on the spur of the moment in your life have you.

Jin

FOR THE RECORD DIVA, YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY ANYONE COULD HAVE MISCONSTRUED GTRPLAYERS POST, that is you sweetie, we are all different, I already admitted I was at fault and apologised for my behaviour, why drag it out?