When I'm not hypomanic, I look back and don't like that version of myself. However, when I am actively hypomanic (and not irritable), I usually have a higher opinion of myself and like how I am sharp-minded, social, very friendly, and hard working. I draw more people to me when hypomanic. However, in hindsight, I feel that I am really annoying during the peak of hypomania. Certain family members have no problem telling me how annoying I am when I get that way.