I know how you feel. I do not do well with change either. It's scary for me. I see people all the time facing new adventures and change all the time with a happy, positive attitude. They seem to be able to accept and embrace it. Me? It scares the crap out of me and it makes me very anxious. I don't know how to cope with change. This is something I wish to work on when I start seeing my therapist. I want to be able to embrace change and not let it scare the crap out of me.