they changed their minds about the meds they want me to stay on abilify because apperantly that deals with psychotic symptoms i still feel really bad though and i went out on day leave yesterday and i self harmed but no one knows and like i feel really sad and i am not coping like the doctors are saying the meds have done something but then why do i still feel terrible all the time is that what they have done cause then i dont want to take them. i feel like i am going to cry.